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Issue 132

Inventory: Ready Fire Aim
by Aisha Sasha John

On the flight from Frankfurt to Toronto (I spent the summer at dance camp), I posed 99 questions:

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2. What does cooperation look like?
3. What happens on the floor before bed if I’m not scared of my weaknesses?
3. How do I move in the world if I presume my environment there to serve me?
5. How can (name of collective’s upcoming performance) help us change our lives?
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7. The reverse seven of swords plus the tower means what exactly?
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12. How can I train my hips to relax?
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18. How can I exercise my freedom to hang out exclusively with people around whom I feel relaxed?
19. How can I institute what Steph said re: slow expansion of range?
20. I.e. when do I begin to stand still but off-centre and stand not totally still but with a bit of shaking?
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22. Does it make sense
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24. Durational assignments – will they be the next chapter of my research?
25. Will they be the next chapter of my research on gentleness?
26. If I compile a list of the tasks that provide good structures for my movement work, is that basically a book?
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29. When do I understand that casting a spell is about ordered, shared, performed self-belief?
30. How do I actualize the knowledge that psychic = self-believer?
31. What does psychic boldness look like in my Toronto life?
32. In my Vancouver life?
33. In my New York life?
34. In my Montreal life?
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36. What would come up if I lay on the floor awake every day for an hour?
37. How much more beautiful would life be if I told the truth all the time?
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39. Is psychic boldness a function of treating what I intuit, immediately, as credible?
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41. Do I have a question for every chakra’s health?
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44. Could I make money as a professional angel?
45. How long after strengthening my core would I experience an increase in willpower?
46. Can I tame the lion by – instead of gentleness – offering it a bigger pasture?
47. What if I reacted when people said things that hurt my feelings or made me sad?
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50. Do I need to understand what’s there at the place where I was transformed?
51. How can I remember that no one is other than me?
52. Will orange light produce a work?
53. Can I build the necessary postural muscles without actually using weights?
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60. Are there enough large objects on stage?
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69. Am I ready to really take on getting my mom housing?
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71. What would it mean to consult my pussy when making decisions?
72. How much should I advertise my apartment for?
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76. When can I hang out in Vancouver for months?
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81. What will Deborah Hay and Louise Hay give me in overlap?
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84. If my idea of selfishness is actually just maintaining healthy boundaries, what would ordinary selfishness look like?
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86. Is John Cage a good direction?
87. Is Sun Ra a greater direction?
88. What would trying again to metabolize that one really rhythmically difficult song Saba gave us give me?
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86. Where is my snake?
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97. What would it feel like to not be scared – at all?
98. How much more can I get for the work I’ve already done?
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+1

What is the relationship between me clenching my hips and anxiety around being “scary”? And containment?

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